I think it is time...my clock is ticking!!?

Give it time. When the right women comes you'll know. Don't go looking for her. It's better if you let THEM come to YOU. patents goes a long way. Just think of it this way, since they rushed on getting married, they probably didn't care who it was or they found their perfect match. Just be patent and when its time she'll come. Good luck and i wish you well.