He loves me.... He loves me not?.?.?. Long but Good!?

If he is that kinda guy who finds it difficult to open up to you , then you need to be prepared that in the relationship you will always have to guessing what he feels and how he thinks. If a guy in a reationship really loves the other party he should be very open and express it. Theres no other way of saying I love you accept to say and express it. Relationship is a serious thing and even if you have the slighest doubt about it, I think you should resolve it before embarking on it before it becomes the reason you are leaving the relationship again.